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I need someone :*
Hyehuiheeee , Assalamualaikum . Sadlife . I have no one. I have no friend that I can talk to. I have no siblings . My parents are always busy with their works . I have to be strong for them. I can't be weak infront of them. But
sometime I feel so empty inside. I don't know what i'm doing now or
for. It's ok to take care of them but sometime I feel so tired and need
to talk to someone who can listen to me. I don't want to talk to
friend or family cause I don't want them to see this part of me. I want
to cry but I have no tears. I want to talk but sometime no word coming
out. It's so empty inside. I'm afraid that if I talk my problem out,
friend will all run away. If I talk to someone , I'm afraid
they will look pity and bored on me. All I need is just a person that I
can talk with everything, give me hug when I need and shoulder for me
to cry on.Lately things haven't been going right , one moment I'm happy next I'm
sad . I just feel as if nothing good is coming my way and I'm always
stuck dealing with other peoples problems . Friends , family
pressure , everything . Its just too much . It seems that I dont have anyone to really turn to. I would like to have
someone to talk to that would listen. I just need to vent. Of course I
would do the same and listen to someone if they needed someone to talk
to. Hmm , Many times, I feel like giving it up, quit it and run away leaving
everything and everyone behind . To a place where people are not so
judgemental, where there's no pressure or stress to stay in the
rat-race, where I can pursue my dream, where there are no boundaries, no
one telling me what I should be doing or that I'm a failure . Hmm , Time to wake up from the fantasy world. Looking at my life, its a kind of a mess right now..Although I try to
fight back, each day is a struggle. Each day I want to quit, feeling no
energy, totally drained, but I continue . Coz when I think of it, quitting everything and running away seems such
an easy option, may be easiest! But what about the consequences? And I can pursue my dream or atleast I can prepare for it.
A warrior never quits.
This is so damn difficult for me but I can survive through this, and I will.
So here, I decide to face my fears, take it up as a challenge, do whatsoever is necessary and face everyone..
No matter how many times I feel like giving up, I wont! Coz I'm going to survive, by all means!
"I don't like you" Hey , who cares baby , the point is . Do i like you ?
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I need someone :*
Hyehuiheeee , Assalamualaikum . Sadlife . I have no one. I have no friend that I can talk to. I have no siblings . My parents are always busy with their works . I have to be strong for them. I can't be weak infront of them. But
sometime I feel so empty inside. I don't know what i'm doing now or
for. It's ok to take care of them but sometime I feel so tired and need
to talk to someone who can listen to me. I don't want to talk to
friend or family cause I don't want them to see this part of me. I want
to cry but I have no tears. I want to talk but sometime no word coming
out. It's so empty inside. I'm afraid that if I talk my problem out,
friend will all run away. If I talk to someone , I'm afraid
they will look pity and bored on me. All I need is just a person that I
can talk with everything, give me hug when I need and shoulder for me
to cry on.Lately things haven't been going right , one moment I'm happy next I'm
sad . I just feel as if nothing good is coming my way and I'm always
stuck dealing with other peoples problems . Friends , family
pressure , everything . Its just too much . It seems that I dont have anyone to really turn to. I would like to have
someone to talk to that would listen. I just need to vent. Of course I
would do the same and listen to someone if they needed someone to talk
to. Hmm , Many times, I feel like giving it up, quit it and run away leaving
everything and everyone behind . To a place where people are not so
judgemental, where there's no pressure or stress to stay in the
rat-race, where I can pursue my dream, where there are no boundaries, no
one telling me what I should be doing or that I'm a failure . Hmm , Time to wake up from the fantasy world. Looking at my life, its a kind of a mess right now..Although I try to
fight back, each day is a struggle. Each day I want to quit, feeling no
energy, totally drained, but I continue . Coz when I think of it, quitting everything and running away seems such
an easy option, may be easiest! But what about the consequences? And I can pursue my dream or atleast I can prepare for it.
A warrior never quits.
This is so damn difficult for me but I can survive through this, and I will.
So here, I decide to face my fears, take it up as a challenge, do whatsoever is necessary and face everyone..
No matter how many times I feel like giving up, I wont! Coz I'm going to survive, by all means!
"I don't like you" Hey , who cares baby , the point is . Do i like you ?
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