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"Appreciate what you have before it turns into what you had"

Nowadays .

Aku tenang .

Sangat tenang .

Its been a while i lost this feeling .

I keep discovering where this feeling had gone .

I can have a positive thinking now .

I can .

Back then ,

Thinking in a positive way was very hardest thing ever

But now , its vice - versa .

Searching for someone to split out my feelings , is the best way .

But as usual .

I always thought that if i tell everyone about my feelings , my condition .

It looks like im putting burden(s) on that someone .

It affects her / him and in return , it affects , me too .

I could have evrything i need in my life ,

But theres no values if ,

I cant get the happiness .

Kan ? Haha .

But , itu semua .

Back then .

The past .

The things that i really want to forget .

Sekarang .

I have found myself .

I have found the old me .

Its a little bit different

But ,

Itsokay ,

I love to be in this way .

I didnt have to think about my prob(s)

Nahhh , i dont mean that , i dont have to think of it at all .

But sometimes ,

We as a human ,

Have to spend times for ourself .

We have to relax up our mind ,

I admitted that ,

Back then ,

Theres no time for ,

I keep thinking about others ,

Until ,

I forgot .

Someone who doesnt appreciates me as well , should i took a good care of them ?

Haha .

Thats because i loved someone , more than myself .

But now ,

How time flies , and make everything changed .

Puberty did me well .

I guess i became more matured than before .

I mean , i found my matuarity based on my thinking .

But in my styles ,

I confessed ,

I still looked like a kid .

Ihiks .

But nah , i don care what people going to say about me .

Bcs i love the way i am .

Backwards ,

The negative thinking controlled me .

It controls all of my actions .

But ,

At one moment ,

I sat alone in my room .

I thought that ,

Until when ? I have to be like this .

I figured what is the best thing for my life ,

And what i can apply to myself to make my life goes on .

Yah , we're only lived once .

I want the best for my life .

And here im .

I already found what i missed .

So yeah .

I still in the same name ,

In the same age ,

In the same appearance .

But ,

Its a little bit different ,

In my personalities ,

In my attitudes ,

In new character ,

HAHA .

Life taught me tho .

Babbai .

Life goes on . Just move on .

Dont cry over a split milk .

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